New LiFe wiTh TheM...

Cause u and i both love...
huhuhu...

1 permulaan acara yang sedikit kasual...apa yang perlu aku lakukan skrg ni...
atau soalan yg lebih sesuai apakah yg sepatut nye aku lakukan sekarang ini..
huhuhu of course la siapkan kerja2 kau yg menggunung tu naz..nape berblog di saat2 ini..
adoyai..sbb aku nk release jap..strecthing balik urat2 sendi sengal ubi bdn aku nih..
jap g aku smbung..

hmmm nampaknye da lame aku xupdate blog ksygn ni..
slalu aku bkak skadar menenung melepaskan rindu pada blog yg serba sdrhana ni..
tanpa mencoretkan apa2..10 minit..cukup..
pastu layan fb plaks hahahaha..

new life aku..
di Universiti Sains Malaysia..
universiti idaman aku..alhamdulillah..berjaya juge aku menjejakkan kaki ke sini..
walau pada awalnya agak mengelamun ~betul ke aku d usm ni??~ huhuhuhu

permulaan hidup aku di sini sbgai seorang RA (research assistant) kpd Dr. Noorizan..
soon after konvo..aku terima panggilan drp Dr. yg menwarkan peluang untuk jd RA n justeru menyambung pelajaran ke peringkat MSc in Pharmacy..
aku..what?? really?? alhamdulillah..dlm hatiku berkata2..
alhamdulillah..semacam xpecaya cz slpas 2 bulan tiada khabar berita drp ipta yg aku apply utk further..tetibe dtg pule panggilan berpangkalkan 04-.......
ohh panggilan keramat dari penang ni rupanya sebuah tawaran keemasan yang pastinya aku akan grab!!!

setelah 2bulan berada di GEMS Senai, Johor..tibalah masa aku menarik diri daripada program yg sgt bermakna ini..
GEMS (Graduate Employability Management Scheme)
adalah program seperti train and place..dpt elaun, makan minum accomodation, comp lab sume supported..
kngn bersama shbt2 Gems xkan aku lupa smpai bile2..kngn terindah..

langkah kaki aku menghala pula ke utara..as a lone ranger..mmg byk dugaan dlm menempuhi alam baru..n pd masa itu, i have to depend on myself..xde mase nk lepaks n rest..
everything must be done on d spot..n time ni la aku pkai ilmu critical thinking n problem solving yg aku belajar di Gems dulu..
huhuhu..

sit alone~

disebalik kesibukan ini..

is it necessary to come across my head..

mengapa ini terjadi..

is it a sign for me..or it is mentioned in my book..

walau apa pun..

w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r it is..

i just can't eliminate the visions..

harapan aku..

even lots of things undone..

walau hatiku hancur..

none of us fail..

regards, ...

ThAtS wHaT yOu GeT

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

~paramore~

what a relief~

8.30 am : nervous
tried to calm ma self down..naz ko masih berpijak di bumi yg nyata naz..lg pn Pn roshani xgerak lg kot..huhuhu..
okeh..i can control then..aku try d best la utk presentation nanti wlaupun xbyk aku prepare utk ini..then aku practise lg..mcm ape tah..ckap sorang2..hahaha..

10 am : cooled down
then 1 of ma frenz call pn roshani..da smpai mane puan? owh..sesat..tp kat area mitc ni jgk..xpe kami amik puan..

10.30 am : at auditorium
Pn Roshani tiba..betapa sejuknya jari2ku..ek eley naz..jgn nervous..nanti ngadap mk mertua lg nervous..so save your nerves on dat..rilek ye..huhu..

my turn starts at 12.45 pm
rasa gementar kurang..but cant even feel nervous at all..then i started my slide presentation..about Geranylgeranyl pyrophosphate analysis..


done! alhamdulillah..smooth..n Pn xdek soalan..huhuhu~ mst la xdek soalan..cz die paham~
(or xpaham~?)
haha xpela yg penting aku puas dgn presentation aku td..
ahhh~ what a relief~ akhirnya.. setelah menghantam idea selama 2 mggu..berbalas dgn pengakhiran yg lancar dan tenang..hope leh skor utk ini..highly appreciation to Pn Roshani yg sggup dtg ke MIB ni sorang2 plak tu..wisaw aku cz driving alone ni bahaya sket..hurrmmm..next appreciation goes to my training supervisor Kak Amy yg da byk bsabar dgn kitowang, yg byk bg tunjuk ajar, n sentiasa happy go lucky! hehe
as well as my frenz..u all gave me lots of inspiration going thru dis difficult time..muahxxx!!


~credits~

JOnker WaLk~~~

LaSt NiTe 's StoRy~

kali ni aku nk share ngn u guys pasal last night aku g jonker walk ngn house mate n neighbourmate aku
aku:nurul:yana:masrin
yana masrin da pnah g n they mentioned many times dat d stuffs here r very unique..n aku beriya2la nk tgk pe mende yg unik tu..brg2 tu xde kat cm ke? uptown? toys r us? puzzle world? bg aku tmpat2 yg ade brg2 unik, tmpat2 cm tula.. so aku n nurul ikut la yana masrin g sne..
aise mane mya? oh well..mya balik hometown cz de hal sket..hahaha jan jelez ye mya..sape suh balik ngeee~ lalalalalalalalalalalala~


r.e.n.t.e.t.a.n

1st . kuar jam 8 . cari tmpat makan . RESTORAN PENANG CHOR KUEY TIAW . dkt ngn HOSP MELAKA . smpai . duduk . order . chor kuey tiaw SPECIAL . ape yg special? . ade tlor mate kobaw je . heh . rm4.80 . sdp gak . tp masin sket .
otak2 . 60sen . hmm not bad . sdp . tp plg sdp bg aku kat MALIM dkt TAMAN TASIK UTAMA . melaka . mmg yummy~~
sate . 50sen 1cucuk . bli 5 cucuk jek . sket je aku bli cz da knyg mam char kuey tiaw . rasa . haaaa sate mmg sodap! . sate kat sini adalah 2nd sate yg aku rasa sdp selepas BISTRO . dlm byk sate yg pnah aku mam, 1st paling sedap kat BISTRO la . seblah pas tu . pas? . owh jgn pk len beb . its a PLAZA ALAM SENTRAL . shah alam . hometown aku . hmmm kat ctu la plg sdp bg aku . 70sen 1cucuk . daging besau2 . berbaloi baloi~ . kalah sate kajang . burrrrrrppppp~~~!! alhamdulillah kenyang . excuse me .
ngeeeee :)

okeh pas mam kitowang trus g JONKER WALK~
suasana d ctu mcm uptown jek..skali pndang nmpak mcm pasar mlm pn ade..
ktowang begerak masuk..okay 1st impression aku : its like a pkampungan chinese cz mmg ramai peniaga cina..gerai makan je, about 99% chinese pnye.. n then ade show drp chinese people tp aku xtgk..mcm ne aku leh taw tu chinese show? -aku tawla..da bhse yg aku dgr pn bhse cine..so xpyh jenguk la ye..-

aku truskan pjalanan..1st gerai aku singgah~ wahhhh aku da teruja da..guess wat i found?
bende ni mcm btl air, cover die metal..aku belek..pemende ni..aku pusing tutup die nk try bukak, n tarik~ aku nampak mcm kain ujan..hah? payung? huhuhu payung jek..hahahahaha tgelak aku n nurul..da la comel..kecik plak tu..rm5..klw yg bsar sket rm15..ok..nk bli ke? xpyhla dlu..so aku jalan la dulu..pimpin tangan~ hahaha tu pn nk mention ke? -mesti- kne pimpin cz tmpat2 yg ramai pengunjung bahaya sket~ leh jd kejadian spt ragut..seluk poket..n even meraba dlm jaga! euuwww! da la sesak~ mcm2 aroma plaks tu.. hahahahahaha dats y la ktowang pakai mask..ceyyy..dress up baik pnya..tp pkai mask..jd ninja jap.. mstla! must! shud! cz skg kan h1n1 is rising..org plek jek tgk ktowang n whispers between dowg..pe ingat aku xdgr? huh lantak la pe org nk ckp kan..yg pnting aku n masa dpn aku selamat..yiehuuu~~~


next stop..huhuhu tgk ni..

ni fisrt time aku tgk rubik berbentuk ini..slame ni rubik yg aku knl adalh seperti dibelakang tu ha..n yg pernah aku men..adalah yg clourful tu ha..putih kunig biru hijau merah n oren jek.. mmg teruja..! slalu org solve cube ni, refer pd side color..but dis kind refer pada bentuk, kecik,sedang n besar..step n cara solve same jek mcm 3x3 rubik cube..if ade 4x4 n 5x5 aku nk try gak.. ngeee~

aku dgn ini trus la membeli sbijik utk collection aku..rm23 tp dpt 20..yg skt hatinye ada lg murah..rm16..brapi jek aku spnjang pjalanan..haa naz tu la sape suh glojoh sgt nk bli kan..len kali tgk n usha2 dulu k.. hurmmm..xpela..blaja dr pgalaman.. :'(

smpai umah je..aku belek dulu n trus scramble n wat slow2.. once bile da siap, wieeehuuu~ spt permulaan kpd satu pengakhiran yg membanggakan huahahahahaha~mmg sgt menyakitkan minda dan otak btul..

what a saticfaction!


...A N T A R A L A I N N Y A...

sup yg sgt sedap bila dipandang..

rupanya.......its all fake.. hishh..

at 1st, pndang seblah mate jek bile lalu seblah
grai ni..tp..huhuhuhu tertipu lg..
mmg sebijik cm donut btl..lots of em..

cumil kan..bju kanak2..
fabrik kain ni drp material mcm baldu
yg sgt lmbut n sdp dpakai..

wieeee..klip yg kcik n comel..huhu..
utk mya yg tiada dsamping kami ketika ini..

i bought one among of em..
rasenye ni hand made punye..mmg hand made pn..
well u know.. ;p

naa unik dan cantik x..haha mmgla..cincin tu cantik..
jari jemari aku unik kan.. hahaha~

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hmm tu la sdikit brg2 menarik yg pd mata aku mmg unik n xde lg d tmpat lain..stakat ni..mmg ramai orang di jonker street tuh..lg2 peak time mmg x bole nk gerak lgsg..so if u plan to go there make sure dat u prepared well..bwk mask klw leh..lg2 penyakit menular tu still around..d mana2 pn kt akan terdedah..xpela if 'xde style'..
yg pnting our own health..klw brg kite leh dpt, tp ur life only once..
4girls..watch ur own beg, ur wallet, ur hps, n d most is urself..k..
till d next post~ wassalam~

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DeMo At SMK David's HiGh ScHoOL

woke up at 6~

huaaarrrhhh..mlm td tdo lewat~ pkul 1 xsilap..wat pe tah aku pn lupe..huhuhu pelupe la naz ni..
today's task was a lil bit exciting cz we all kne g SMK David's High School kat area Bukit Beruang, Melaka..i think so.. reached MIB at 8.30..huhuhu kak Amy suh dtg cpt..tp same jek cm sblm ni..xpela kak Amy..tu la yg paling cepat..Baswira yg slalu jemput kami lambat sket pd hari yg penting ni..

setelah mengangkut brg2 lab seperti appendorf tube, TAE buffer, propylene tube, sample stock, vortex machine n all d stuffs needed, kami mula berangkat ke sana..9.15 gerak, 9.45 smpai..dekat jek kan skul tu dr MIB..
En Amirul (MIB science officer) da smpai b4 us rupanya..then we were asked to bring d apparatus n brought em upstairs..

among us:
me:mya:nurul:jamie:hema:luvlee

under supervision of:
kak amy:kak huda:abg wan

yiehuuu..we all masuk 1 of da labs..there were students from form 4science at front of d lab..listened to sumkind of briefing session from whoever aku pn xbape knal la plakz huhuhu..
we took back part of d lab..students dgn excited nya trus ke arah kami soon after they've done with d whoever one yg bg briefing td..memenuhi ruang n kerusi di sekeliling..some of them over react..some silence n jz observed wat we're gonna do..

intro made by kak amy..followed by us..3 benches dikelilingi stdent..we started d demo~ how to extract DNA.. stdents tgk n faham dulu cara n procedure yg kami wat..then kami bg pluang utk they all do it themselves..
sronok tgk they all excited nk buat..smbil2 tu borak2 ngn stdnt pasal skul, isu semasa, their future plan, skul achiements n h1n1 case..sgt besh cz stdent sporting..xmalu..(bukan xmalu ape, itz xmalu cz they dare to share opinions la) huhuhu..ade jgk yg masuk dgn kpala aku yg senget nih..loyar~

windu plakz zaman aku mase form 4 5 dulu..lab mcm tula..s e j i b i k cm lab skul ni..ada apparatus yg not well functioned..benches yg sedikit berhabuk..same as mine once ago..tp kami still bangga wat eksp wlaupun penah skali tu broke silinder penyukat mase form 6 dulu huhuhuhu..its about who u make d eksp with..d memories wouldn't! and couldn't! be forgotten..


Smk David's High School

dont even ask..they know wat's their role..

tunduk jgn xtunduk..

khusyuks~

colleagues

look at hema..cikgu yg garang dlm senyuman..hahaha

cheerful yet committed~

wont let d opportunity went by~


dedicated~


afta demo finished redy..stdents went to canteen..makan time~
_____________________


___________skull says__________

"im glad to be hereeeeeeeehahahahahahaharrrggggghhhhhh"

what u gonna do if..people talk about u..

* stay smile on ur face..

* dont blame em like u r everything rite..

* dont ignore what they say cz sumtime u need to know whether u r really2 made d mistakes..

* maybe they r rite..

* say thanks for what they say..if its true about urself..

* explain the truth..if they r wrong..

* blah..

well if it happens to naz~

naz akan wat dono..

cm ni..

tp tinge bukak..

n most of d things mentioned above..naz akan buat.. :)

if d things they talk is wrong..naz akan explain..

tp kalo da explain, still xnk dgr jgk..baling je org tu keluar tingkap..!

pOsIng TiMe~

kdg2 tuh..time bosan memuncak..tgkap gmbo jap..
perasan2kan diri dulu..pastu smbung wat keje..baru la de mood..
yieeeehhhiiiii....~~!!

naz tgh busan~

KepadaMu Kekasih

KepadaMu Kekasih
Aku berserah
Kerana ku tahu Kau lebih mengerti
Apa yang terlukis di cermin wajahku ini
Apa yang tersirat di hati
Bersama amali

KepadaMu Kekasih
Aku bertanya
Apakah Kau akan menerimaku kembali
Atau harus menghitung lagi
Segala jasa dan bakti
Atau harus mencampakku ke sisi
Tanpa harga diri

Hanya padaMu Kekasih
Aku tinggalkan
Jawapan yang belum ku temukan
Yang bakal aku nantikan
Bila malam menjemputku lena beradu

KepadaMu Kekasih
Aku serahkan
Jiwa dan raga
Jua segalanya
Apakah Kau akan menerima penyerahan ini
Apakah Kau akan menerimaku
Dalam keadaan begini

~ramli sarip~
~kepadamu kekasih~
~naz nak layan lagu ni jap~

methodology of d experiment...~

what's the most thing we do in MIB

mostly ktowang wat inoculation n extraction plasmid DNA..the DNA given come in bulk (approx 200 sumtin)..at 1st kami xtaw sample ape yg sprvsor bg ni..tp klw nk taw, leh type name sample tu kat ncbi..

huhuhu..tp xsempat lg nk cari..cz asal bkak intrnet jek, niat lari drpd yg asal..pttnye jari ni taip ncbi, tp tertaip fs, blog, fb, n mcm2 lg la huahuahua..tp senior ktowang gtaw tu sample kacang tp xpasti part mane..so..ni la task ktowang..wat mase ni..the next task will be given after d current task is done..


LETS BEGIN THE OPERATION~~~!!!
trademark yg pastinye menjadi bahan ketawa bdk2 MIB..
ko ni naz..xhbs2 dgn trademark tu..xde trademark lain ke? -xdek!-


inoculation

proses di bwh : utk prepare glycerol stock for future use...

seblah kanan skali : universal tube yg da ade growth of cells
kiri atas : propylene tube
tgh : flame
kiri skali : glycerol 50%
on my left hand : microcentrifuge tube
right hand : micropipette



pipetting kanamycin n sample into d tube



Broth containing the grown cells then filled into new propylene tube


extraction

extracted DNA



electrophoration

setelah itu, electrophoresis kan kan kan..

dna inserted into well of agarose gel..ni kami guna load 200 sample..tapi ktowang wat 60-90 je..sakit pinggang n sendi2 urat segale pas wat mende nih..last, result is taken..nampakla sgale band2 dna tu..

pasni nk wat transformation..peminat semua tggu ye huahuahua..

regrets

regret...actually there's lots of regret in my life that make me now immune to things that might make me regret again...so does everyone else...

rasenye xde sape dlm dunia ni yg xpnah menyesal...in fact, drpd kekesalan tu lah yg membuatkan seseowang tu jd tabah...as life goes on...xkan ada lg word penyesalan dlm kamus hidupnya setelah die mengalami penyesalan yg lalu...

aise...pnjang benau ayat aku ni...hope u got the meaning... :)

yg pastinya...aku mgharapkan masa2 yg aku ada skg ni...utk baiki blk kesilapan aku...byk wei...kesilapan lampau aku...kdg2 buat aku trauma dlm jaga...kendur n lemah sgala urat2 ni aduyai...perlu ke aku list kan...rasenye xyahla...if de peminat aku yg nk taw...come n c me xkne bayaran...aku yg bayar korang muahahaha...

for those who feel the same as me, there are some tip...who knows it might work
(cited from wikihow)

• Writing about your regrets, feelings, and frustrations can help understand why you did what you did and how you can learn from your mistakes.

• Talking to a trusted friend or family member can also help you identify fallacies in your thinking and give you the opportunity to sort through your feelings instead of merely experiencing them inside yourself.

• Visualize yourself acting and doing things as you move forward and leave your regrets behind.

• Seek out support groups or a counselor in order to discover how you can get relief from regret and guilt.

• Keep your situation in perspective. Remember that anything you've done is totally forgivable, even though it may seem unforgivable to you.

• Take comfort in knowing that we've all made really huge mistakes! You're not alone. If you only knew all the skeletons in people's closets, you'd know that we all do things we seriously regret at times. But, this too will pass (as they say).

• Should all else fail and leave you lacking the will to attempt anything ever again, just leave everything behind. Make every day a new beginning of your life, and past mistakes mere handicaps that you are born with. Your focus from now would be to shape your life into what you want.

• Whatever your past mistakes are, they can be redeemed and used for good if you are truly sorry. The mistakes you made can be used as teaching tools, to prevent others from making the same bad choices and getting into the same trouble you did. If you're truly changing you can work with teens and be a mentor. Sharing your story with others, with the goal of teaching, can be very healing. The rough things you went through, even if they were your fault, can even help others who have already made mistakes they regret, because you can be a friend to them which will understand how they feel and not judge them.

Master Degree Holders

aku tgh pk lg sm ada nk amik part time o full time..

ikutkan semangat aku skrg lebih kpd ingin blaja lg..

nk timba ilmu lg..kerja? hmmm bukan keutamaan aku skg walaupun abah mgharapkan itu..maaf abah..

once im alone in my room..then my mind starts running..keep on thinking..i've made my 'niat'..but now is which Us is better/suits my field of study..as well as my intention..

actually its an aesy matter..but im a person who is hard to make decision..have n need sum time to think..well if that is, then i have to follow the flow..

xpela..slow2..

below..i've attached some info best described what is master degree really is..cited from one of d sites i've invited..


Master Degree Programes

---The Specification Of The Study---

Master's degree students generally have a much less rigid academic schedule than undergraduates.

Because they've already earned bachelor's degrees, they've proven themselves able to withstand the rigors of academic life, and covered most of the basic courses in their field of study.


---Scope and Courses Taken---

Graduates students are thus given a little more academic freedom when it comes to choosing courses and planning their academic goals.

On the other hand, many graduate programs require students to write long original works, called theses, on a chosen topic in their field. These projects can be very time consuming and difficult.

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currently..me n some of my friend still disscussing on what n which courses we going to take..planning and surveying each Us in Msia ni.. hmm glad to hv friend with the same mission n interest..hehehe..

praktikal

bismillah...

hari ni 8.07mlm...da 11 hari aku di melaka..
ya Allah...da lame upenye aku xupdate blog ni..bz lo..
huhuhu..neway..aku dapat prac di institut bioteknologi melaka..
ditempatkan di molecular biology lab..

tempoh prac aku selama 3 bulan lebih..11may-22ogos..
member 1 batch ngn aku dari unisel..nurul, yana, masrin, shida, damia..
ade gak bdk biotek yg len tp aku xbape knal huhu..

hmm..suasana kat institut ni memuaskan..dsebabkan lab pnye air cond wajib on sepanjang masa..aku pnye sistem tubuh jd xbtl coz ketidakseimbangan suhu antara dalam n luar bangunan..asyik pening je..aduyai..

bawah ni ha lab kami..




aku : mya : nurul

da la stakat ni..aku akan upload lg gmba terbaru..

salam..

1st Mac is d best!

early morning..i wonder what will happen to the rest of my day today...?


bermula lah cerita~

seminggu lepas da ready utk dis ever memorial day, my sister's wedding...but sumtimes ape yg kite harapkan kdg2 tu xtrcapai..sdkit sbyk ade jugak kesilapan dalam menempuh hati bersejarah ni...

manusia xsempurna...sering membuat kesilapan...

so as me...sama ada sengaja ataw tidak...kite xboleh nk elak klaw itu telah disuratkan... sgalanya terserah pada diri kita sendiri mcm mane nk solve n settle masalah tu...

da~ xmo cite mslh...let me share little bit... selepas laungan azan....kompang dipalu menendakan pengantin suda tibe...then, psembahan silat, tepung tawar dan makan beradab...di sertai dengan omongan mesra para deejay dan dimeriahkan lagi dengan nyanyian karaoke sukarelawan... not bad...tp aku xbkesempatan nk nyanyi pn...bz hakhakhak... member skul n ipt dtg...thanks sudi dtg eh...ade gak xdpt dtg cz de hal...its ok...neway ni de pix pada hari tu... mlm berinai n hari bsanding...





actly my bro xdek dlm pix ni...1 person missed...
kayroll...seb bek aiman ade =p
n kepada my sis...hope enjoy...bahagia n murah rezeki hendaknye k... love ya~!


kesinambungan...on d same day...dat nite...mlm sgt bahagia cz mndpt smgt baru yg dtgnye dari sumplace in myheart...