regrets

regret...actually there's lots of regret in my life that make me now immune to things that might make me regret again...so does everyone else...

rasenye xde sape dlm dunia ni yg xpnah menyesal...in fact, drpd kekesalan tu lah yg membuatkan seseowang tu jd tabah...as life goes on...xkan ada lg word penyesalan dlm kamus hidupnya setelah die mengalami penyesalan yg lalu...

aise...pnjang benau ayat aku ni...hope u got the meaning... :)

yg pastinya...aku mgharapkan masa2 yg aku ada skg ni...utk baiki blk kesilapan aku...byk wei...kesilapan lampau aku...kdg2 buat aku trauma dlm jaga...kendur n lemah sgala urat2 ni aduyai...perlu ke aku list kan...rasenye xyahla...if de peminat aku yg nk taw...come n c me xkne bayaran...aku yg bayar korang muahahaha...

for those who feel the same as me, there are some tip...who knows it might work
(cited from wikihow)

• Writing about your regrets, feelings, and frustrations can help understand why you did what you did and how you can learn from your mistakes.

• Talking to a trusted friend or family member can also help you identify fallacies in your thinking and give you the opportunity to sort through your feelings instead of merely experiencing them inside yourself.

• Visualize yourself acting and doing things as you move forward and leave your regrets behind.

• Seek out support groups or a counselor in order to discover how you can get relief from regret and guilt.

• Keep your situation in perspective. Remember that anything you've done is totally forgivable, even though it may seem unforgivable to you.

• Take comfort in knowing that we've all made really huge mistakes! You're not alone. If you only knew all the skeletons in people's closets, you'd know that we all do things we seriously regret at times. But, this too will pass (as they say).

• Should all else fail and leave you lacking the will to attempt anything ever again, just leave everything behind. Make every day a new beginning of your life, and past mistakes mere handicaps that you are born with. Your focus from now would be to shape your life into what you want.

• Whatever your past mistakes are, they can be redeemed and used for good if you are truly sorry. The mistakes you made can be used as teaching tools, to prevent others from making the same bad choices and getting into the same trouble you did. If you're truly changing you can work with teens and be a mentor. Sharing your story with others, with the goal of teaching, can be very healing. The rough things you went through, even if they were your fault, can even help others who have already made mistakes they regret, because you can be a friend to them which will understand how they feel and not judge them.