tugas~

hmm.. byknye keje, mgkin nampak sikit..tp jalan kerja dan perancangan yg teliti membuatkan kerja tu sebenarnya menggunung..
ape pn, biar keje tu siap dan berkualiti walaupun proses utk menyiapkannya terkial2 dan lambat..
actualy bukan terkial2, cuma nk pastikan kerja tu bagus, so perlukan mase yg pnjang utk analisa n evaluate balik keje2 tu, baru puas hati..

current work that i am doing: update, kemaskini, check grammar, susunan ayat dan compile a PhD thesis..i'll be paid 4 that.. =)
tp agak payah sket utk pengiraan statistik berkenaan mean antara 2 populasi..
klw nk dptkan result, boleh jek, masukkan je nilai mean tu dlm software statistik, n kuar result..
tp ape yg aku nk, adalah method pengiraan tu, so that senang utk aku wat summary..
adoii..sape2 yg taw bab ni, pliz tolong ek.. +_+

task yg membuatkan aku resah: too much time for this thesis smpai aku pnye research proposal xsiap lg.. nk submit sblm masuk bln 4 coz fellowship application bukak bln 4..wisaw xsempat submit utk fellowship tu..

lagi resah: dusshh!! many things to think, research proposal utk trip ke aceh lg..nk mtk sponsorship at least 2 bln awal kne gerak..meeting dgn Prof n candidates yg nk ke sane lg..slagi xwat meeting ngn Prof, slagi tu aku xleh update ngn candidates ni..hmm.. ya Rabbi~

aduh~~ Prof pesan roger2 ngn ibu Irma d Indonesia, tp xsempat lagi..isyaAllah..by next week, everything's gonna be smooth.. :) hope sgalanya lancar..
amin...

New LiFe wiTh TheM...

Cause u and i both love...
huhuhu...

1 permulaan acara yang sedikit kasual...apa yang perlu aku lakukan skrg ni...
atau soalan yg lebih sesuai apakah yg sepatut nye aku lakukan sekarang ini..
huhuhu of course la siapkan kerja2 kau yg menggunung tu naz..nape berblog di saat2 ini..
adoyai..sbb aku nk release jap..strecthing balik urat2 sendi sengal ubi bdn aku nih..
jap g aku smbung..

hmmm nampaknye da lame aku xupdate blog ksygn ni..
slalu aku bkak skadar menenung melepaskan rindu pada blog yg serba sdrhana ni..
tanpa mencoretkan apa2..10 minit..cukup..
pastu layan fb plaks hahahaha..

new life aku..
di Universiti Sains Malaysia..
universiti idaman aku..alhamdulillah..berjaya juge aku menjejakkan kaki ke sini..
walau pada awalnya agak mengelamun ~betul ke aku d usm ni??~ huhuhuhu

permulaan hidup aku di sini sbgai seorang RA (research assistant) kpd Dr. Noorizan..
soon after konvo..aku terima panggilan drp Dr. yg menwarkan peluang untuk jd RA n justeru menyambung pelajaran ke peringkat MSc in Pharmacy..
aku..what?? really?? alhamdulillah..dlm hatiku berkata2..
alhamdulillah..semacam xpecaya cz slpas 2 bulan tiada khabar berita drp ipta yg aku apply utk further..tetibe dtg pule panggilan berpangkalkan 04-.......
ohh panggilan keramat dari penang ni rupanya sebuah tawaran keemasan yang pastinya aku akan grab!!!

setelah 2bulan berada di GEMS Senai, Johor..tibalah masa aku menarik diri daripada program yg sgt bermakna ini..
GEMS (Graduate Employability Management Scheme)
adalah program seperti train and place..dpt elaun, makan minum accomodation, comp lab sume supported..
kngn bersama shbt2 Gems xkan aku lupa smpai bile2..kngn terindah..

langkah kaki aku menghala pula ke utara..as a lone ranger..mmg byk dugaan dlm menempuhi alam baru..n pd masa itu, i have to depend on myself..xde mase nk lepaks n rest..
everything must be done on d spot..n time ni la aku pkai ilmu critical thinking n problem solving yg aku belajar di Gems dulu..
huhuhu..

sit alone~

disebalik kesibukan ini..

is it necessary to come across my head..

mengapa ini terjadi..

is it a sign for me..or it is mentioned in my book..

walau apa pun..

w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r it is..

i just can't eliminate the visions..

harapan aku..

even lots of things undone..

walau hatiku hancur..

none of us fail..

regards, ...

ThAtS wHaT yOu GeT

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

~paramore~

what a relief~

8.30 am : nervous
tried to calm ma self down..naz ko masih berpijak di bumi yg nyata naz..lg pn Pn roshani xgerak lg kot..huhuhu..
okeh..i can control then..aku try d best la utk presentation nanti wlaupun xbyk aku prepare utk ini..then aku practise lg..mcm ape tah..ckap sorang2..hahaha..

10 am : cooled down
then 1 of ma frenz call pn roshani..da smpai mane puan? owh..sesat..tp kat area mitc ni jgk..xpe kami amik puan..

10.30 am : at auditorium
Pn Roshani tiba..betapa sejuknya jari2ku..ek eley naz..jgn nervous..nanti ngadap mk mertua lg nervous..so save your nerves on dat..rilek ye..huhu..

my turn starts at 12.45 pm
rasa gementar kurang..but cant even feel nervous at all..then i started my slide presentation..about Geranylgeranyl pyrophosphate analysis..


done! alhamdulillah..smooth..n Pn xdek soalan..huhuhu~ mst la xdek soalan..cz die paham~
(or xpaham~?)
haha xpela yg penting aku puas dgn presentation aku td..
ahhh~ what a relief~ akhirnya.. setelah menghantam idea selama 2 mggu..berbalas dgn pengakhiran yg lancar dan tenang..hope leh skor utk ini..highly appreciation to Pn Roshani yg sggup dtg ke MIB ni sorang2 plak tu..wisaw aku cz driving alone ni bahaya sket..hurrmmm..next appreciation goes to my training supervisor Kak Amy yg da byk bsabar dgn kitowang, yg byk bg tunjuk ajar, n sentiasa happy go lucky! hehe
as well as my frenz..u all gave me lots of inspiration going thru dis difficult time..muahxxx!!


~credits~

JOnker WaLk~~~

LaSt NiTe 's StoRy~

kali ni aku nk share ngn u guys pasal last night aku g jonker walk ngn house mate n neighbourmate aku
aku:nurul:yana:masrin
yana masrin da pnah g n they mentioned many times dat d stuffs here r very unique..n aku beriya2la nk tgk pe mende yg unik tu..brg2 tu xde kat cm ke? uptown? toys r us? puzzle world? bg aku tmpat2 yg ade brg2 unik, tmpat2 cm tula.. so aku n nurul ikut la yana masrin g sne..
aise mane mya? oh well..mya balik hometown cz de hal sket..hahaha jan jelez ye mya..sape suh balik ngeee~ lalalalalalalalalalalala~


r.e.n.t.e.t.a.n

1st . kuar jam 8 . cari tmpat makan . RESTORAN PENANG CHOR KUEY TIAW . dkt ngn HOSP MELAKA . smpai . duduk . order . chor kuey tiaw SPECIAL . ape yg special? . ade tlor mate kobaw je . heh . rm4.80 . sdp gak . tp masin sket .
otak2 . 60sen . hmm not bad . sdp . tp plg sdp bg aku kat MALIM dkt TAMAN TASIK UTAMA . melaka . mmg yummy~~
sate . 50sen 1cucuk . bli 5 cucuk jek . sket je aku bli cz da knyg mam char kuey tiaw . rasa . haaaa sate mmg sodap! . sate kat sini adalah 2nd sate yg aku rasa sdp selepas BISTRO . dlm byk sate yg pnah aku mam, 1st paling sedap kat BISTRO la . seblah pas tu . pas? . owh jgn pk len beb . its a PLAZA ALAM SENTRAL . shah alam . hometown aku . hmmm kat ctu la plg sdp bg aku . 70sen 1cucuk . daging besau2 . berbaloi baloi~ . kalah sate kajang . burrrrrrppppp~~~!! alhamdulillah kenyang . excuse me .
ngeeeee :)

okeh pas mam kitowang trus g JONKER WALK~
suasana d ctu mcm uptown jek..skali pndang nmpak mcm pasar mlm pn ade..
ktowang begerak masuk..okay 1st impression aku : its like a pkampungan chinese cz mmg ramai peniaga cina..gerai makan je, about 99% chinese pnye.. n then ade show drp chinese people tp aku xtgk..mcm ne aku leh taw tu chinese show? -aku tawla..da bhse yg aku dgr pn bhse cine..so xpyh jenguk la ye..-

aku truskan pjalanan..1st gerai aku singgah~ wahhhh aku da teruja da..guess wat i found?
bende ni mcm btl air, cover die metal..aku belek..pemende ni..aku pusing tutup die nk try bukak, n tarik~ aku nampak mcm kain ujan..hah? payung? huhuhu payung jek..hahahahaha tgelak aku n nurul..da la comel..kecik plak tu..rm5..klw yg bsar sket rm15..ok..nk bli ke? xpyhla dlu..so aku jalan la dulu..pimpin tangan~ hahaha tu pn nk mention ke? -mesti- kne pimpin cz tmpat2 yg ramai pengunjung bahaya sket~ leh jd kejadian spt ragut..seluk poket..n even meraba dlm jaga! euuwww! da la sesak~ mcm2 aroma plaks tu.. hahahahahaha dats y la ktowang pakai mask..ceyyy..dress up baik pnya..tp pkai mask..jd ninja jap.. mstla! must! shud! cz skg kan h1n1 is rising..org plek jek tgk ktowang n whispers between dowg..pe ingat aku xdgr? huh lantak la pe org nk ckp kan..yg pnting aku n masa dpn aku selamat..yiehuuu~~~


next stop..huhuhu tgk ni..

ni fisrt time aku tgk rubik berbentuk ini..slame ni rubik yg aku knl adalh seperti dibelakang tu ha..n yg pernah aku men..adalah yg clourful tu ha..putih kunig biru hijau merah n oren jek.. mmg teruja..! slalu org solve cube ni, refer pd side color..but dis kind refer pada bentuk, kecik,sedang n besar..step n cara solve same jek mcm 3x3 rubik cube..if ade 4x4 n 5x5 aku nk try gak.. ngeee~

aku dgn ini trus la membeli sbijik utk collection aku..rm23 tp dpt 20..yg skt hatinye ada lg murah..rm16..brapi jek aku spnjang pjalanan..haa naz tu la sape suh glojoh sgt nk bli kan..len kali tgk n usha2 dulu k.. hurmmm..xpela..blaja dr pgalaman.. :'(

smpai umah je..aku belek dulu n trus scramble n wat slow2.. once bile da siap, wieeehuuu~ spt permulaan kpd satu pengakhiran yg membanggakan huahahahahaha~mmg sgt menyakitkan minda dan otak btul..

what a saticfaction!


...A N T A R A L A I N N Y A...

sup yg sgt sedap bila dipandang..

rupanya.......its all fake.. hishh..

at 1st, pndang seblah mate jek bile lalu seblah
grai ni..tp..huhuhuhu tertipu lg..
mmg sebijik cm donut btl..lots of em..

cumil kan..bju kanak2..
fabrik kain ni drp material mcm baldu
yg sgt lmbut n sdp dpakai..

wieeee..klip yg kcik n comel..huhu..
utk mya yg tiada dsamping kami ketika ini..

i bought one among of em..
rasenye ni hand made punye..mmg hand made pn..
well u know.. ;p

naa unik dan cantik x..haha mmgla..cincin tu cantik..
jari jemari aku unik kan.. hahaha~

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hmm tu la sdikit brg2 menarik yg pd mata aku mmg unik n xde lg d tmpat lain..stakat ni..mmg ramai orang di jonker street tuh..lg2 peak time mmg x bole nk gerak lgsg..so if u plan to go there make sure dat u prepared well..bwk mask klw leh..lg2 penyakit menular tu still around..d mana2 pn kt akan terdedah..xpela if 'xde style'..
yg pnting our own health..klw brg kite leh dpt, tp ur life only once..
4girls..watch ur own beg, ur wallet, ur hps, n d most is urself..k..
till d next post~ wassalam~

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DeMo At SMK David's HiGh ScHoOL

woke up at 6~

huaaarrrhhh..mlm td tdo lewat~ pkul 1 xsilap..wat pe tah aku pn lupe..huhuhu pelupe la naz ni..
today's task was a lil bit exciting cz we all kne g SMK David's High School kat area Bukit Beruang, Melaka..i think so.. reached MIB at 8.30..huhuhu kak Amy suh dtg cpt..tp same jek cm sblm ni..xpela kak Amy..tu la yg paling cepat..Baswira yg slalu jemput kami lambat sket pd hari yg penting ni..

setelah mengangkut brg2 lab seperti appendorf tube, TAE buffer, propylene tube, sample stock, vortex machine n all d stuffs needed, kami mula berangkat ke sana..9.15 gerak, 9.45 smpai..dekat jek kan skul tu dr MIB..
En Amirul (MIB science officer) da smpai b4 us rupanya..then we were asked to bring d apparatus n brought em upstairs..

among us:
me:mya:nurul:jamie:hema:luvlee

under supervision of:
kak amy:kak huda:abg wan

yiehuuu..we all masuk 1 of da labs..there were students from form 4science at front of d lab..listened to sumkind of briefing session from whoever aku pn xbape knal la plakz huhuhu..
we took back part of d lab..students dgn excited nya trus ke arah kami soon after they've done with d whoever one yg bg briefing td..memenuhi ruang n kerusi di sekeliling..some of them over react..some silence n jz observed wat we're gonna do..

intro made by kak amy..followed by us..3 benches dikelilingi stdent..we started d demo~ how to extract DNA.. stdents tgk n faham dulu cara n procedure yg kami wat..then kami bg pluang utk they all do it themselves..
sronok tgk they all excited nk buat..smbil2 tu borak2 ngn stdnt pasal skul, isu semasa, their future plan, skul achiements n h1n1 case..sgt besh cz stdent sporting..xmalu..(bukan xmalu ape, itz xmalu cz they dare to share opinions la) huhuhu..ade jgk yg masuk dgn kpala aku yg senget nih..loyar~

windu plakz zaman aku mase form 4 5 dulu..lab mcm tula..s e j i b i k cm lab skul ni..ada apparatus yg not well functioned..benches yg sedikit berhabuk..same as mine once ago..tp kami still bangga wat eksp wlaupun penah skali tu broke silinder penyukat mase form 6 dulu huhuhuhu..its about who u make d eksp with..d memories wouldn't! and couldn't! be forgotten..


Smk David's High School

dont even ask..they know wat's their role..

tunduk jgn xtunduk..

khusyuks~

colleagues

look at hema..cikgu yg garang dlm senyuman..hahaha

cheerful yet committed~

wont let d opportunity went by~


dedicated~


afta demo finished redy..stdents went to canteen..makan time~
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___________skull says__________

"im glad to be hereeeeeeeehahahahahahaharrrggggghhhhhh"