sit alone~

disebalik kesibukan ini..

is it necessary to come across my head..

mengapa ini terjadi..

is it a sign for me..or it is mentioned in my book..

walau apa pun..

w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r it is..

i just can't eliminate the visions..

harapan aku..

even lots of things undone..

walau hatiku hancur..

none of us fail..

regards, ...

ThAtS wHaT yOu GeT

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

~paramore~

what a relief~

8.30 am : nervous
tried to calm ma self down..naz ko masih berpijak di bumi yg nyata naz..lg pn Pn roshani xgerak lg kot..huhuhu..
okeh..i can control then..aku try d best la utk presentation nanti wlaupun xbyk aku prepare utk ini..then aku practise lg..mcm ape tah..ckap sorang2..hahaha..

10 am : cooled down
then 1 of ma frenz call pn roshani..da smpai mane puan? owh..sesat..tp kat area mitc ni jgk..xpe kami amik puan..

10.30 am : at auditorium
Pn Roshani tiba..betapa sejuknya jari2ku..ek eley naz..jgn nervous..nanti ngadap mk mertua lg nervous..so save your nerves on dat..rilek ye..huhu..

my turn starts at 12.45 pm
rasa gementar kurang..but cant even feel nervous at all..then i started my slide presentation..about Geranylgeranyl pyrophosphate analysis..


done! alhamdulillah..smooth..n Pn xdek soalan..huhuhu~ mst la xdek soalan..cz die paham~
(or xpaham~?)
haha xpela yg penting aku puas dgn presentation aku td..
ahhh~ what a relief~ akhirnya.. setelah menghantam idea selama 2 mggu..berbalas dgn pengakhiran yg lancar dan tenang..hope leh skor utk ini..highly appreciation to Pn Roshani yg sggup dtg ke MIB ni sorang2 plak tu..wisaw aku cz driving alone ni bahaya sket..hurrmmm..next appreciation goes to my training supervisor Kak Amy yg da byk bsabar dgn kitowang, yg byk bg tunjuk ajar, n sentiasa happy go lucky! hehe
as well as my frenz..u all gave me lots of inspiration going thru dis difficult time..muahxxx!!


~credits~

JOnker WaLk~~~

LaSt NiTe 's StoRy~

kali ni aku nk share ngn u guys pasal last night aku g jonker walk ngn house mate n neighbourmate aku
aku:nurul:yana:masrin
yana masrin da pnah g n they mentioned many times dat d stuffs here r very unique..n aku beriya2la nk tgk pe mende yg unik tu..brg2 tu xde kat cm ke? uptown? toys r us? puzzle world? bg aku tmpat2 yg ade brg2 unik, tmpat2 cm tula.. so aku n nurul ikut la yana masrin g sne..
aise mane mya? oh well..mya balik hometown cz de hal sket..hahaha jan jelez ye mya..sape suh balik ngeee~ lalalalalalalalalalalala~


r.e.n.t.e.t.a.n

1st . kuar jam 8 . cari tmpat makan . RESTORAN PENANG CHOR KUEY TIAW . dkt ngn HOSP MELAKA . smpai . duduk . order . chor kuey tiaw SPECIAL . ape yg special? . ade tlor mate kobaw je . heh . rm4.80 . sdp gak . tp masin sket .
otak2 . 60sen . hmm not bad . sdp . tp plg sdp bg aku kat MALIM dkt TAMAN TASIK UTAMA . melaka . mmg yummy~~
sate . 50sen 1cucuk . bli 5 cucuk jek . sket je aku bli cz da knyg mam char kuey tiaw . rasa . haaaa sate mmg sodap! . sate kat sini adalah 2nd sate yg aku rasa sdp selepas BISTRO . dlm byk sate yg pnah aku mam, 1st paling sedap kat BISTRO la . seblah pas tu . pas? . owh jgn pk len beb . its a PLAZA ALAM SENTRAL . shah alam . hometown aku . hmmm kat ctu la plg sdp bg aku . 70sen 1cucuk . daging besau2 . berbaloi baloi~ . kalah sate kajang . burrrrrrppppp~~~!! alhamdulillah kenyang . excuse me .
ngeeeee :)

okeh pas mam kitowang trus g JONKER WALK~
suasana d ctu mcm uptown jek..skali pndang nmpak mcm pasar mlm pn ade..
ktowang begerak masuk..okay 1st impression aku : its like a pkampungan chinese cz mmg ramai peniaga cina..gerai makan je, about 99% chinese pnye.. n then ade show drp chinese people tp aku xtgk..mcm ne aku leh taw tu chinese show? -aku tawla..da bhse yg aku dgr pn bhse cine..so xpyh jenguk la ye..-

aku truskan pjalanan..1st gerai aku singgah~ wahhhh aku da teruja da..guess wat i found?
bende ni mcm btl air, cover die metal..aku belek..pemende ni..aku pusing tutup die nk try bukak, n tarik~ aku nampak mcm kain ujan..hah? payung? huhuhu payung jek..hahahahaha tgelak aku n nurul..da la comel..kecik plak tu..rm5..klw yg bsar sket rm15..ok..nk bli ke? xpyhla dlu..so aku jalan la dulu..pimpin tangan~ hahaha tu pn nk mention ke? -mesti- kne pimpin cz tmpat2 yg ramai pengunjung bahaya sket~ leh jd kejadian spt ragut..seluk poket..n even meraba dlm jaga! euuwww! da la sesak~ mcm2 aroma plaks tu.. hahahahahaha dats y la ktowang pakai mask..ceyyy..dress up baik pnya..tp pkai mask..jd ninja jap.. mstla! must! shud! cz skg kan h1n1 is rising..org plek jek tgk ktowang n whispers between dowg..pe ingat aku xdgr? huh lantak la pe org nk ckp kan..yg pnting aku n masa dpn aku selamat..yiehuuu~~~


next stop..huhuhu tgk ni..

ni fisrt time aku tgk rubik berbentuk ini..slame ni rubik yg aku knl adalh seperti dibelakang tu ha..n yg pernah aku men..adalah yg clourful tu ha..putih kunig biru hijau merah n oren jek.. mmg teruja..! slalu org solve cube ni, refer pd side color..but dis kind refer pada bentuk, kecik,sedang n besar..step n cara solve same jek mcm 3x3 rubik cube..if ade 4x4 n 5x5 aku nk try gak.. ngeee~

aku dgn ini trus la membeli sbijik utk collection aku..rm23 tp dpt 20..yg skt hatinye ada lg murah..rm16..brapi jek aku spnjang pjalanan..haa naz tu la sape suh glojoh sgt nk bli kan..len kali tgk n usha2 dulu k.. hurmmm..xpela..blaja dr pgalaman.. :'(

smpai umah je..aku belek dulu n trus scramble n wat slow2.. once bile da siap, wieeehuuu~ spt permulaan kpd satu pengakhiran yg membanggakan huahahahahaha~mmg sgt menyakitkan minda dan otak btul..

what a saticfaction!


...A N T A R A L A I N N Y A...

sup yg sgt sedap bila dipandang..

rupanya.......its all fake.. hishh..

at 1st, pndang seblah mate jek bile lalu seblah
grai ni..tp..huhuhuhu tertipu lg..
mmg sebijik cm donut btl..lots of em..

cumil kan..bju kanak2..
fabrik kain ni drp material mcm baldu
yg sgt lmbut n sdp dpakai..

wieeee..klip yg kcik n comel..huhu..
utk mya yg tiada dsamping kami ketika ini..

i bought one among of em..
rasenye ni hand made punye..mmg hand made pn..
well u know.. ;p

naa unik dan cantik x..haha mmgla..cincin tu cantik..
jari jemari aku unik kan.. hahaha~

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hmm tu la sdikit brg2 menarik yg pd mata aku mmg unik n xde lg d tmpat lain..stakat ni..mmg ramai orang di jonker street tuh..lg2 peak time mmg x bole nk gerak lgsg..so if u plan to go there make sure dat u prepared well..bwk mask klw leh..lg2 penyakit menular tu still around..d mana2 pn kt akan terdedah..xpela if 'xde style'..
yg pnting our own health..klw brg kite leh dpt, tp ur life only once..
4girls..watch ur own beg, ur wallet, ur hps, n d most is urself..k..
till d next post~ wassalam~

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